Where do I start? Random topic for the night; the one thing I wanted to ask him, I didn't get the answer. However, there was a whole lot of story behind him. Before, I said to myself that I don't wanna know his whole past, not everything. But tonight, I think everything came out. I know he used to play around with other girls, and I mean plaaaaay with them but tonight, I could see the clear picture. Him. Girls. Sex. Drinks. Drugs. Everything. It was kinda hard to take in everything in one night but who could blame him? It's not like I'm any different from him. But hey, ia luan belabih. Me? Did the same things he did but not.. that random? Different chick, different night. Am I relieved? You could say so. At least I don't question him anymore. So yes, pretty glad that this came out tonight. I really didn't see this coming tonight. Had my share. Had his share. So we're all good :) But then... it kinda gets me thinking though. I don't know. All this time, I've been assuming wrong. I had my eyes and ears out for Myra. But she's no threat to me. It's Bella. He loved her most. Does he still...? *kinda regret listening to everything.. kinda..*

Frankly, all the happiness had to be ruined. AmitDiah ceramah-ed me and Aishah, well mostly just me cause she ran off to the room. She left me alone. Sat there, listened to her talk the same shit all over again.. and again.. and again.. and again.. An hour and a half? Sure as hell felt like six fucking hours! But anyways, overall.. pretty good night. Slept through the day, woke up to eat sungkai and then this.