the day went pretty well, until i came back home. momster knows that i don't know how to talan ubat wah then ia mau aku makan that instant. iatah ia marah-marah. and that pissed me off. so i ate it and i felt fucking sleepy huhu as i was about to go to sleep, i went online first. Akam tagur aku, and added miraa to the conversation. i dont know what she wants from me, i swear. ia kan ucap2kan aku wah. i mean, what the fuck. leave me alone bitch. i don't bother you, so don't bother me. i guess she still loves judin. that's not my problem, who told you to leave him in the first place. i guess she just loves to hate me. but then i thought, what if she was still with him till now? i guess life would be easier for me. i wouldn't know judin up till now. i guess i could be with kiim, right? i mean, that's if he wants me back. so yeah, would be easier. cause now, it's just so damn complicated. i wanna let kiim go. it's for the best. but i guess it's just my selfishness that's not letting me let go of him. i want him with someone else, but i'm being selfish. i wanna see him with someone else, but at the same time i don't want to. stupid kadie. get over him.
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later that night, judin and azham came over after main bula. my parents weren't home. it went pretty okay tapi aku lalah berabis wah, i ate those medicines and i just felt so weak. but didn't go to sleep pasal judin ada dirumah. we all watched monster inc. hahahaha me and ajis laughed so fucking hard at that part where that green dude, what's his name, put on his contact lens. HAHAHAHA!! cali wah. i mean, he just has one one, basar lagi tuu. hahahaha idk. i couldn't stop lauging x) i think that was it. was it? i cant really remember cause i was basically half asleep when all of this happened. oh right. it was funny how azham played guitar, and kept on playing sean kingston's beautiful girl, over and over again. they all sang. i wish i recorded it but i was too hayal hahahaha. bubye<3 style="text-align: center;">
