oh, and you know what sucks? the fact that i didn't get him anything for his birthday :( i mean, he's planning on getting me something for my birthday. well, that's what he told me when he called me. im sorry :( i wish i have gotten you something. see, you deserve someone better. im such a dumbass. i want you to find someone else, someone better. trust me, im not worth it. i really dont want you sad because of me. i want you happy happy wah~ please be happy. please...