...kidsgetlaid... yeah, that's us. there's like another four girls (Salwa, Rym, Nadine and Caren) but im more closer with Aishah, Mina, Merve and Quba. that's cause we're more alike compared to the other four. Anyways, it just got me thinking of the past, i really miss those days. Even though we wouldnt have anything to do, we'll always make it into a day we'll never forget. No, i haven't forgotten those days... Mina and her addiction to Bader. Merve and her emo-ness. Quba's 'acting cool'. Aishah's.... retardedness. i dont really miss Aishah that much, cause shes my sister hahaha. Anyways, that's not that point. i dont really know what the point is, im just bored and i really miss those days. One thing for sure is i really miss kastahing with them.

Amsterdam! that's where our effing reunion's gonna be held at. HAHAHA. Dont know when that will be though, just hoping anytime soon cause i miss these freaking bitches so effing much! i cant fucking stand it anymore. i have fun here, but compared to the fun i have here and back then, it was so much better with them than now. i'll laugh here, but not as much as i would if they're around. it's so different without them. Like the other day, Jimi's birthday. I had fun, drink and smoking and all of that shit... but i had to control myself cause i cant go back home drunk. Anyways, that night, i got tipsy, on the verge of getting drunk, and I imagined having Mina and Merve around... i got so freaking sad that i didnt even care how the fuck i was gonna go back home so i kept on drinking and drinking. uhhh point? i miss them. badly.