You'll Give It All Away In One Fun Night... (Thursday, August 13, 2009 / 11:49 AM)
Smokers Outside The Hospital Door... (Tuesday, August 11, 2009 / 10:14 AM)
I might close this blog up and start a new one. I might.
Why? Because my older posts, gambar-gambarnya terhilang.
I don't know how that happened xs
oh well...But not now. Not anytime soon.
it's so quiet without them...
To A Brand New Chapter With Torn Up Pages... (Saturday, April 4, 2009 / 11:21 AM)
Wow, it's been so long since I last blogged. Things are different now. Better. Anyways, tekarih bali Netkad cause I needed to upload pictures for my mom. Old school pakai Netkad hehehe :) I miss my family; my parents, my sister and my brothers. It's different without them. It was really awkward not having them there with me on March 1st, 2009. It's okay though, as long as I know that they wanted to be there as much as I wanted them to be there, then that's good enough for me :) come home soon~
I Can't Spend A Night Without Wishing I Was With You... (Friday, January 23, 2009 / 7:14 PM)
Sorry I haven't been bloging much lately, internet at home kana putus sudah. Yes, the brothers and sister, I shall buy you guys chocolate Reeses soon, no worries. Anyways, I don't have much to say, just... waiting for the right moment. It's terrifying. I'm scared to death. Hopefully, when everything's let out to them, everything would turn out to be okay. It's gonna be hard in the beginning, I know that already. But hey, my own consequences. Him there by my side every second, that's all I need.
I Wanna Tell You A Secret And Leave It On Your Lips... (Thursday, January 1, 2009 / 4:30 PM)
I'm gonna be heading out soon, just wanted to say a
Happy New Year to everyone and
Happy 11th Anniversary to you baby =) iloveyou. I shall see you soon, berry berry soon.
Note to self; imissyou terribly.
Just 2 more days.
You Say Hello; Inside I'm Screaming I Love You... (Sunday, December 28, 2008 / 1:27 PM)
Last night I watched Titanic. Kesian ah; nada keraja lain lagi. I felt weird yesterday; I felt different. It wansn't like any other day I've gone through ever since I came here. I kept assuming the worst I could possibly ever imagine, however, knowing in advance that I'm wrong. I just knew that whatever that was going through my head, none of them really mattered. It's not him; it's me. I'm my own problem. At that point, I thought to myself, if it's not him that I can have at that moment, then it's Baileys. It's not hard liquor; I just need liquor, you know. But then I fel bad for all the things I said to him. I know I've been cranky for the past couple of months; yes, he knows why. Making a huge deal from tiny mistakes you make; at least what I thought you did was wrong. It's just the distance that's screwing me over. I really miss him. As of today, I have six more days to go. I know it's not long before I leave Hanoi but I miss him. I can't wait any longer. Everything turns out great whenever he's around.
After hearing his voice, I've realized that I don't need anything else. It's just him that I really need. I'm not saying he wasn't what I needed in the first place, it's just that I don't need an alternate to make me happy. He's enough. You make me happy. So, I don't need Baileys after all. Macam inda pedah kan my story ah. Basically, point is that I
fucking miss him; I can't wait to taste his lips and to feel the warmth of his touch all over again.
Iloveyou baby and I'm so sorry.
Hold Me Tight Like You Never Did Before... (Tuesday, December 23, 2008 / 1:14 PM)
Everything I see and everything I do reminds me of you.
Imissyou.
